Three Years

Rest in peace. ♥♥♥

"Little by little
I've come to this point
On my own I've been searching my way
I lost you so early
The days went so fast
You don't know how I prayed every day

A song to remember
A song to forget
You'll never know how I tried
To make you proud
And to honour your name
But you never told me goodbye

Now that you are gone
Casting shadows from the past
You and all the memories will last"

-Don't You Cry, Kamelot

From Nov 1, 2009

I want to curl up and cry
and I want to sit in the dark and stare into nothingness
and I want to go out and strangle a small animal
and I want to start a fight and get a black eye
and I want to sit naked in a cold shower until someone gets worried and finds me there
and I want to bang my head against a hard surface until I bleed and pass out
and I want to grab someone and hug them so they can't breathe and never ever let go

No Fairy Godmothers

"Screw 'em.

Screw them.

[...]

People are going to tell you who you are your whole life. You just gotta punch back and say no, this is who I am. You want people to look at you differently - make them. You want to change things you're gonna have to go out there and change them yourself because there are no fairy godmothers in this world."

- Once Upon A Time